Taylor Swift - A Place In This World

hohoho
I've just finished watching Ramona and Beezus..

and one of original soundtrack of the movie is "A Place in This World" by Taylor Swift..
hahaha it such a long time I don't hear the song..
I like the meaning :)


ok, here it is..


I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do

[Chorus:]

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine
Could you tell me what more do I need
And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah
But that's ok

[Repeat Chorus]

Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
But I'm ready to fly

[Repeat Chorus] 

i love monday

hehehe :) karena itu itu dan ituu

hahahahaa

salah satunya krna final lancar, walaupun tdk belajar hehe

karena hal-hal lain juga..

yah gitulah..

hope tuesday will be a lovely day too ;)

yellow yellow,what a wonderful day.. hahaha

baru sempat update. Sebenarnya hari berkuning ria ini terjadipada hari Senin, 22 November 2010
Pagi-pagi aku dapat sms dari Mine
bunyinya "Oi.. Mw pke rok kuning g?"
yah sebenarnya rencana pke rok kuning memang sudah di cetuskan dari minggu sebelumnya, tpi gk nyangka hari H nya datang juga.
jadi ku balas sj "iya.."

jadilah kami berdua memakai rok kuning ke kampus merah tercintaa...
lucunya..  begitu masul Lt.2 (lokasi kuliah selanjutnya -->MatDas) ternyata finny juga pakai rok kunig!
hahahha kembar tiga dah! :D (gak tau sih kalo mine juga sms finny, kyknya sih iya)

jadilah kami berfoto bersamaa.. putih-putih-kuning..

Hohohoho sangat cerah bukan? hahaha. apalagi kalo di liat rok ku paling cerah. uiii mencoloknyaa..
sampai-sampai setiap bertemu anak MIPA yang lain pasti selalu di tanya "eh, emang disuruh pakai rok kuning ya?"
hahaha maklum, karna pengumpulan tingkat jurusan memang baru di mulai hari itu juga.
tpi capek jg jawabnya, selesai satu nanya datang lagi orang yg bertanya..
ahhh hari itu kami jadi populer *hahaha, sebenarnya malu, bukan populerr..
maluu asli apalagi kalau jalan bertiga, mencolok sekalii. dari jauh sj sudah mencolok.. huahaha

Teman-teman segolongan juga komentarnya macem2..
ada yang bilang :
- ihh gak ajak2 mau pke rok kuning.. pdahal mau juga (komentar positif)
- kalian kayak mau paduan suara (komentar menyindir)
- kayak cheerleader (komentar aneh, entah apa maksudny)
- terang mu smua (iya, itu fakta)
- mencolok skali ko (memang...)
- deh dari jauh keliatan skali (yaadong, KUNING!)

Hahaha yah kira-kira itulah komentar2 orang lain, dan masih banyak lagi yg sudah tdk diingat dan tidak pentingg..

doubtful

bimbang.
di satu sisi aku mau, demi teman2, demi kebersamaan
tapi disisi lain..
i have another dream, mungkin kedepannya aku sudah tidak berada di tempat itu.
aku mau mewujudkan mimpi orang tuaku, mimpiku.
kalau aku ikut.. perhatian ku akan terbagi, dan membuatku tidak lagi fokus akan cita2 ku..
mungkin jg aku malah semakin goyah... bisa sj aku malah berpikir bahwa "disini pun tak apa".
well, actually. sometimes i think like that. aku merasa betah. dngan teman-teman dan kehidupan ditempat ku skrng..

tapii..................................
huuff
i cant figure it out. it's complicated. confusing.

in momeriam

He is my lil' rabbit, his name is Gora. Yes, he is an angora rabbit. That's why I call him Gora. Beside that when I bought him, I like to play Pet Forest which is one of the server named Gora Cliff (hahahha).

I bought him in July 2010, when i studied at GO (Ganesha Operation) for preparation of SNMPTN. Near from GO there was a pet market, and i bought him there.

But, he was not bear up for long time...

One day, I went outside to beach with my elementary school's friend. Coz I thought that I would be come back home late, so I put him out from his stall. I,m afraid, if he was in the stall for a whole day he could be boring and didn,t eat his food. So, I let him had a way in the garden (before that I close every hole in the fence in order to he could not go outside). I let him eat anything he can eat in the garden.

Before I leaved, I asked my Mum and Dad to look after Gora when I was not home.

But, about 7 PM I arrive at home. The first thing I did was found Gora in the garden. But I couldn't see him anywhere. Firstly I thought maybe my Dad put him inside home (coz he had ever done it before)  But I couldn't find him inside home, too. I asked my Mum and Dad where Gora was. But Mum just say that he's still in the Garden when Maghrib came, Dad also say when he went out to Isya pray he still saw Gora. But I couldn't find him everywhere, I started to cry, I went outside to the road, to my neighbor, to find Gora. I asked everyone if they saw a gray little rabbit, but no one saw him. I looked for him about an hour but still, I didn't found Gora. Coz It was rain so I came back home and hope that Gora will be back tomorrow. I cried for a long time, till I fell asleep. 

Then, tomorrow, Gora was not back. He never back, I never saw him since that day. I don't know If he is eaten by cat or he is taken by someone else. I just hope and hope for a weeks that I could see him again. But for a weeks, I gave up. I realized that I can't see Gora again.